A Good Thing Usually Doesn't Last.

Me and Dylan are no more as of March 12, 2009.

Extremely depressing. 

I really thought I had something with him, i really believed that he loved me with all his of heart.

But supposedly his "feelings changed".

I'm not exactly sure how you could just wake up one morning and be like "I don't really like katie anymore" but whatever.

Apparently I wasn't the one that made him as happy as he could be... so I must move on.

My heart is broken, I have never cried so much in my life. 

But I need to cry, as a way to mend my broken heart in hopes that over time it will slowly be put back into place until it is fully restored and ready to fall in love again. 

Then going through the cycle again. Of falling in love with someone and having that fear or losing them at any second.

It's such a crazy thought.  "Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them enough not to."

I really trusted Dylan, but apparently I was highly mistaken.

I shall try again at this whole falling in love thing and hope for the best the next time around.

I was in love with him, and although I may not be in love with him anymore (only because he doesn't feel the same way back), I still Love him. I always will.

He treated me good while it lasted and it's time for me to move on (even though I'm still not quite ready).

Dylan, I Love you. I believe that you made a huge mistake and that you will regret it in the future, but if you don't I want nothing but for you to be happy. 

You will always be in my heart and I will never forget you.  You won't find someone who cared about you the way I did, not any time soon, but if you do.. well then good for you. But they still won't be me. 

I actually want to thank you, you made me a stronger person and hopefully I will learn from yours and my mistakes. 

Life goes on, people's feelings change, what the hell can I do about it?

 Nothing thats what. Just live my life trying to be happy and eventually finding that ONE special guy for me. Who will love me till the end of time. 

Love The Best Girl You Will Ever Find, Katie Crowe ♥