Feeling Gooood =]

Well since the day of March 12, 2009, I have been feeling sooo much better. Yay for me. 

I've realized that Dylan is so immature and dumb and that I can do about 1000 times better.

So out with the old and in with the new. =]

I was being so nice to that damn kid but then I call him on the phone and he's hinting at how he's going to ask me back out and saying all this stuff he said when we were dating... Then later on AIM he finally confesses to liking this some stupid girl named Sam.

And i'm like, "What I am just your second resort? If you can't get her, your gonna ask me back out?" I told him I'm not ANYONES second resort.

Then I said something that went like this...

"Don't you ever ask me back out, all you're going to do is cause me more pain and I don't deserve that. Go ahead and date that girl, but she will never be better then me. No one will care about you the way I did. You don't deserve me... you never will. Goodbye." 

Sooo, I am so relieved that I finally told him off and stopped letting him step all over me. 

I was naive.

Your love was like candy.

Artificially sweet.

I was deceived by the wrapping. 

And it hurts my soul.

Cause I can't let go.

All these walls are caving in.

I can't stop my suffering.

I hate to show i've lost control.

Cause i keep going right back...

To the one thing I need to walk away from. 

"Walk Away" by Christina Aguilera.

I have finally walked away, and i'm not coming back. No more looking back, only forward, to the future. 

Buuuuut the funny thing is that... That girl doesn't even like him back. Hahaha (I'm so evil but i don't care he deserves it). So guess what Dylan? Your not getting that girl and your especially not fucking getting me back, looks like you're the one that got fucked over in the end....

Sucks doesn't it? Well Boo fucking Hoo, sucks for you. You will never learn from your mistakes will you? 

This is the best I have felt in weeks. I'm the one that won in the end, even though HE broke up with ME, i'm pretty damn good huh? Lol

I feel amazing. =,]

Young girl, don't cry

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

Young girl, it's alright

Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When there's no one else

Look inside yourself

Like your oldest friend

Just trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength

That will guide your way

If you will learn to begin

To trust the voice within

"The Voice Within" by Christina Aguilera

As you can tell I really like Christina Aguilera, but that's a whole other story. 

But for now i'm done because this blog is freaking long. Tee Hee

Love Still The Best Girl You Will Ever Find, Who Your Never Getting Back, Katie Crowe ♥