Realization

 Ok well I was thinking about some things yesterday and today cause I didn't really have the best weekend. 

The more I care about you, the more I bitch and yell at you and make fun of you. Now i realize that that may sound a little odd, but it's true.

It's like when your doing something wrong I bitch at you about it because if I didn't care about you I would let you do whatever the hell you wanted to do. Sometimes it gets out of hand with my arguing and bitching but a lot of people get carried away when there in arguments. After all I only am human. I hate when people call me a bitch or selfish when it's people I actually care about because it hurts my feeling, but maybe that's just cause I'm way too emotional. 

Sometimes It's hard to express in words how I feel about the people I care about and when I try to get my point across to them I end up sounding bitchy, that's really not my intention though. Alright let me just be straight up and let me tell  the people I really and honestly care about. 

- My Mother

- My Brother and Niece

- My Good Friends

- A couple of Cousins 

- My Boyfriend

Now that's not very many people when you think about it so even though half the people I care about probably won't read this I just want to let you know that I care about you with all my heart and soul. You know who you people are. 

I hate getting in big arguments and fights with the people I care about because whether it was my fault or not it makes me feel like crap and that I've done something wrong, so please no more fighting! [I have gotten in two arguments just this weekend]. 

Well that's all for now. 

Well, Here It Is!

My very first blog! Yay me!

 I've been wanting to make on for a while now, but procrastination is a big problem of mine, but finally, here it is. Alright so last week was probably the best week of my life, for 2 Reasons.

Reason 1 - I got my very first boyfriend. (His name is Dylan)

Reason 2 - Obama won the Presidential Election.

# 1 - My self esteem was really something that needed to be lifted up, for instance if you would have asked me last friday, "Do you think you gonna get a boyfriend any time soon?" I would have laughed in your face and been like "Yeah right!" And then when I get back from FBA (for all you band geeks you know what im talking about) my friend Jennifer gets a text message saying basically "I like Katie".

At first I could have swore it was a joke or a prank, but it wasn't. Then on Monday he asked me out. It was soooo cute because he was really nervous and shy. Here are his words when asking me out (as best as I can remember). 

"Alright umm Im really nervous and I don't know what to say.. Umm I really really really like you and I was wondering if you would like to be more then just friends" And while this is going on my friends Kendal and Jennifer are hovering over my back trying to listen to him (nosey friends) and I say "Yes" and he's like "Really?"... And then we hug and everyone starts coming over and smiling and going AWWWW.  It was such a great day =] So that concludes the first great things about last week.

#2 - Alright well 2 words to vote for Obama first of all......  SARAH PALIN! That women is a disgrace to the human race. I was watching ABC at 11 O' Clock and when they said "The Next President of The United States Of America is Barack Obama" I was filled with joy that is indescribable. 

So as you can see last week for me was a very big deal for me. Thank you for reading.  =]

Sincerely Your Blogger, Katie