Sunday, November 16, 2008

Realization

 Ok well I was thinking about some things yesterday and today cause I didn't really have the best weekend. 

The more I care about you, the more I bitch and yell at you and make fun of you. Now i realize that that may sound a little odd, but it's true.

It's like when your doing something wrong I bitch at you about it because if I didn't care about you I would let you do whatever the hell you wanted to do. Sometimes it gets out of hand with my arguing and bitching but a lot of people get carried away when there in arguments. After all I only am human. I hate when people call me a bitch or selfish when it's people I actually care about because it hurts my feeling, but maybe that's just cause I'm way too emotional. 

Sometimes It's hard to express in words how I feel about the people I care about and when I try to get my point across to them I end up sounding bitchy, that's really not my intention though. Alright let me just be straight up and let me tell  the people I really and honestly care about. 

- My Mother
- My Brother and Niece
- My Good Friends
- A couple of Cousins 
- My Boyfriend

Now that's not very many people when you think about it so even though half the people I care about probably won't read this I just want to let you know that I care about you with all my heart and soul. You know who you people are. 

I hate getting in big arguments and fights with the people I care about because whether it was my fault or not it makes me feel like crap and that I've done something wrong, so please no more fighting! [I have gotten in two arguments just this weekend]. 

Well that's all for now. 

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